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I don't feel like writing...

Personality Type Report Your Personality Preferences INTROVERT While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought. INTUITIVE While you do process information through your senses you add a twist to your processing by relying on intuition and serendipity. You look for undercurrents of meaning and abstractions in what you experience physically. You do not just see things just as they are, but as what they could be. While you may rely on common sense at times, you trust inspiration far more. JUDGING You like decisions to be made as soon as possible. You are not comfortable with loose ends and like to ...

Is this real life?

Oh yes. The relapse. Thats what I call it coz it comes and goes as it will. It leaves you feeling insanely empty. Insane being the operative word. You start questioning your very existence. Why am I here? Why am I doing this? Is this going to keep me happy? Why are they here? Why are you here? Who are these people? Are they here for good? Will I ever be able keep my smile up? Is this really what I want to live my life for? What is wrong with me? What is not wrong with me? ...and I'd just keep the questions going.... The problem is, there are just too many answers. And I'm not used to that. I was brought up to only appreciate the presence of dichotomous responses, and only that. It is either a yes or a no. Black or white. True or false. Right or left. Correct or wrong. Up or down. Here or there. There is no maybe, perhaps, considering that and this...The many possibilities just messes things up. Its not supposed to be like that. Its supposed to be plain and simple. Love and hate...