Mundane Nothings

Man, my headaches killing me! I think its the glasses and the sun and the looming severity of the 'Integrated Project' and the disseratation doomness. Anyways.....I've been aching to talk about how amazingly happy i am for Adrian & Collin! I think they look so cute together. Ha! Finally, a Singaporean winner for Amazing Race asia. Last season, we had a pathetic duo. I hated having to support that team. "We should not dwell on our disabilities..." The Contender. I don't quite like the asian version of it. Well, perhaps because, they aren't all actually asians. I don't know. It hasn't quite got the sparks, unlike the original American contender. I'm still watching it nonetheless. It tests my limit for annoying voices. Yeah, that jaime whatever crap, the bimbotic host. What the hell is she doing there anyway? I think the producer wants to utilise her might piercing voice, perhaps to infuriate the men. You know, get them all pumped up for the m...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few e...

"Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be raining, but theres a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you, before its too late" Desperado- Eagles. I love this song. It makes my goosebumps pop out. Thats always a sure sign of a great song.

I am fighting a losing battle! A fucking losing battle to the end. They say, never start a battle you know you can't finish. I think I did just that. I'm feeling sick to the gut. The more i type, the less convinced i become. Its ridiculous. I always thought, my dissertation would be one, which I put my heart and soul in, one which resonates my deepest most desires and hopes, one which echoes the voice of my tacid sentiments. I tend to ask for too much, how typical of me. Maybe i should just take the 2 week pass. :) Thats what i call it, The 2-week pass that allows you an extension of two weeks and a deduction of 5 marks. Our potentially new icon. Shoulda been to the zoo when those niggling voices were at its peak. Shouldn't have regarded the rain at all. RIP ah meng. You know, maybe HE killed ah meng, coz he wants to be the national icon. He knew, he must have heard of it from one of those gossiping zookeepers. So he planted some sleeping pills which he probably also got fr...

so sleep all you want. The Canterville Ghost, Nanny McPhee, Son of the Dragon, Merlin's Apprentice... Even The quiet. I've been bumming before the tv set. Its good, its like making good of that cable subscription my dad pays. By the way, I am obliged to share with you friends of this latest infatuation I've developed for a lad on screen. His name is John Henry Reardon. A fucking fuckably hot lad I must add. Oh yes, indeed, he is that man above. Grrr. I heart thee. *skips around* I feel like an adolescent teenager all over again. Anyways, it has finally dawned upon me, the fact that i have never kissed a man other than my dad in my entire 23 years of stupid fucking life. Ah, wait, 22 rather. Now thats a tad more comforting. Bly me! I shall today, dream of nothing less than the wonderful adventures I'll undertake with Merlin's apprentice.

Nostalgic cravings right now la. When I was a little kid, which by the way, didn't seem too long ago, i vividly remember how, Impossible , to me, meant someone big, taking away all the chewing gums in the world. Well, my world was of course mighty huge, I could not measure its length with a stretch of my two hands. Its, from home to a place, further than the neighbourhood park. I couldn't reach the end of the world, unless i take a bus, or maybe a taxi. Journeys to the end of the world are filled with things called 'experiences'. It was an enormous word. A big enough word for me to use and not know what it meant. Anyways, I digressed, back to my impossible . So taking that much gum away was at that time an act that needed the magnitude of divine intervention, if ever, someone wants it done. Yes, like kids my age, I was hooked on chewing gum. It doesn't help that somehow, the cute kids who appear on Hollywood movies and daytime tv of those times are always engrossed ...

Yes, The days leading to the submission date of the big stinky thing called Dissertation, are among the most trying of times. Its quite similar to the days before the exams too. Things of all size, colour and demands start cropping out of no where. Even the corners of your eyes couldn't catch it. Its ridiculous. You become so darn sensitive to your surroundings, i tell ya. Like now for instance. The fact that its pouring dogs and cats outside usually bears no effect on me, not now though, it makes me hop around with sheer anxiety. I don't even know what I'm anxious about. One minute, I'm devoid of any energy, as I allow the pattering of the rain drone its way into numbing me. The next minute, I'm all charged up and typing this thing out. Oh well, anything but dissertation. This is what happens when you pursue something you have no interest for. This isn't where i parked my car. I just wanna type that over and over again, and then maybe print it out and paste it ...