Mundane Nothings

Love warms the heart.  The genuine care and concern for someone else's well-being warms the heart. That fuzzy feeling bubbling up from the pit of your stomach when you finally sense that all is well for the other. That warms the heart.  The heart throbs not merely for yourself. It lives for others too. Hence, empathise and do good. Be kind and help others especially if it is within your means.  That warms the heart. 

It's day 5 of Circuit Breaker. We call it CB, apt name for what we are in right now. The above image kept appearing in my mind. I want out of this. I want to be able to step out and fly out and chase waterfalls and bum by the beach and sip a glass of pina colada and hang out by my pipe of grape mint shisha. That's my perfect vacay. I did not get any of that since 2020 started. All I'm riding on is the memories of 2019. On hindsight, I realised what a joy 2019 had been. Awesome bumble dates, nice meetups, joyous reunions and great adventures. What has 2020 been? A fucking pain. And even that mind you, is an understatement. I've been working my butt off without even hitting the gym. By gym, I mean yoga studio and Van's muay thai gym. Those were my staple weekly pleasures. Yes, my life has been a bore. It peaks when the school holidays kick in. That's been the cycle all along, or at least since I was last here. I work like mad, bitch a lot (in silence or wi...

(Turns on the vacuum cleaner, suck up all the cobwebs and dust around) It's been so long. Too long, if I may be honest. I have grown older and I am no longer the chirpy, bubbly thing that skips around. Being an adult is tiring as hell and it requires one to make unreasonable decisions, say comfortable things and do stupid things to please people. But guess what! 2020 is here to slap us in our butts and reset the shit that we were. I'm back. Soooo bloody much have happened and I don't even know where I should start from. Let's get this back on track and maybe those happenings will spill out one step at a time yea. For starters, I'm still on the same job I had 10 years ago. Yay or nay, I can't quite decide. I managed to travel far out of my comfort zone and went solo while at it, several times already. Definite yay! I am benched since March 2020 and can't travel. Nay. However, if it is of any consolation, so are most parts of the world. We are stru...