Mundane Nothings

Another grueling day tomorrow. Construction organisation and management. A harmless sounding module with harmless looking notes and probably a harmless grade that could jab the caps back down. Just what I needed. Anyways, seems like everyones blogging about how they mug. I dont have much to say, coz obviously theres just nothing much to mug about. Really, this sickening ritual just keeps repeating itself, time over time over time... it lost its appeal man. I'm just indifferent about exams, like it really doesn't matter anymore. Talk about desensitization. A book i found in the library. The ONLY bloody book that has something to do with BUILDING. Now thats my floor. Its where academic materials should rightfully be! Trust me, its just piled there, untouched. The shifts are caused by constant accidental kicks and trippings. My camera has this function. Ha, apparently if you zoom it in, you should be able to see my writings clearly. Like how cool is that. *rolls eyes* Things I wou...

Suddenly itching to ramble on again. I have this current obsession with drawing hearts all around my reading materials. Im not quite sure where its emanating from. But its freaking me out. I have pink pens and i draw hearts all over my papers. On sunday, I bought a pencil attached with some fluffy fur at its end. Yeah, a pink ball of fur at the end of my also-pink pencil. I go around the house, drawing hearts! Somethings just not right with that equation. Bleargh.

Construction econs was a nightmare. Period. Home on the other hand was pleasing. I bought macs for the family, and slept after lunch. It was 2pm and i was in bed. You know my affinity to horizontal immobility. I'm in love with sleep, and everything that further beautifies the entire experience. Tugged under my blanket with my stack of pillows loaded up around the periphery of my bed. Yes, i love that too, the sense of flawed security that i so often thrive on. Today was special. *smiles* It rained while i was in bed! Have you any idea how long i've waited for such a thing to happen... Me in bed, with rain tapping on my window. The sporadic threats and whines coming from the unsettled gods of the not so round table up there. Pure pleasure evoked by the presumed knowledge of such comforting unrest. Mortals aren't the only one with a bad day. The shimmer of light they bring as they brandish their torch of battle to prove their prowess. The roars, the commands, the screams, the...

Shifted off my usual chirpy self, everything seems a tad more solemn. My humor mellowed down to a mere cynical snort. Paralysed, i am, by the never-ending flush of incoherent words. Books, notes, slides, mind-maps, readings...did i miss something? The perfect concoction of agony. I hate exams, I hate school, i hate studying. The throbbing in my head made a comeback. It doesn't stop and nothing seem to be able to placate the situation. No amount of chocolate or ice cream could sedate me now. Its just pure torture right up to the end of May the 2nd... It doesn't help that im waking up each day feeling more and more stupid. *rolls eyes* I need the beach. The voices of the wind and the crawling wavelets have never failed me. Save me sire. save me. Yo no quiero morir.

I woke up today with this strange feeling of bliss...Which means something isn't right. Its like already 12noon and yet i am still peculiarly in bed and seem to be having the time of my life where sleep is concerned. Everything around me seemed all too perfect to be true. To begin with, the sun didn't seem to be viciously blinding me with its ray, very unbecoming of it. The birds were actually chirping, rather melodiously and my neighbour's not yelling at her husband. Hell, even my mum isn't attempting to drag me off my bed, considering the hours i've been in it. For some reason, i remembered not charging my handphone, the night before. So i went out to get it and hooked it up to the nearest power supply. Turned it on and my dog (this is my message tone la, for those who aren't familiar with it) started barking incessantly as the messages flood in. One read "Alvinna, where are you?" I was like....FUCK! Fridays. 9am was tuition!!! I had actually forgott...

Day 1-BBQ It didn't rain. But hey, it was good. Surprisingly so. I had 4 servings of fried vermicilli, along with that i had fishes and prawns of different colours. Yes, FOUR! Im not sure how that happened. My parents we baffled. Trust me, i was too. Oh well, sometimes, you just gotta chomp. I loved this BBQ coz, I didnt have to get all sweaty and dirty for a bite of the food...See, it was served by the lads. I love BBQ but i don't actually like BBQ-ing. Its the food, cooked food rather, that i'm after. Oh, and i also got to experience the fleeting joy one derives from gambling. Haha. It was nice. It really does keep you awake by the way. Hmm...Today's day 2 of BBQ. :) I can't believe i'm actually looking forward to it. Shhhs. A hand at 'heartattack' - a strange coincidence. Everyone had a complete set at the same time. pui.

Wee. A new layout, yet again. Technically speaking, i only chose it, my darling youngest sis changed it for me. In case you couldn't tell, im high....happyyyy. Don't really have a neat reason for it though. I don't need a reason for a lot of things... Anyways, theres some BBQ thingie going on later, but the thing is, its only a lil past 3pm here and the sky is dark. Haha. Its gonna rain. ;p NOt a very bbq-y day ey. Oh well, we'll see how it goes. hmm... Exams are creeping in real soon. Nasty lil creatures. I've got 5 papers and two of them are on the same day. As always, need i say how unprepared i am for them. Heh. All i can think of is making a trip to the Airport Canteen with the sign "No studying here" and grab a pic of me posing studiously before it. Actually, i already DID that, but the thing is, CLARYCE, still hasn't send me a copy of it. Bleagh. My feet hurt like mad. Oh, by the way, i read about some lass who apparently got all fired up by the...

Sweet dreams indeed. I've been having plenty of sweet dreams lately, despite the mounting stress. This past couple of nights had me having lunch with wenty, partied my night away with my hot virtual fantasy guy, yeah the one i constructed years ago while asleep. My engineered dream guy. We own a beach-walk cafe in Kuta. Though kuta in my dreams didnt appear much like it did in reality. Kuta looked more like Ipanema. :) I was dressed, he wasnt. Just perfect...Lets move on now, dont wanna divulge too much. So today, i went for a lecture i didnt intend to go for initially. Typical of me. Well, i did good, got some notes down. But the highlight was us, laughing at Mr. Lecturer. Well, he said something that sounded like, "My last dinner was last month..." Dear god, i thought "how did you manage that? Mine was a couple of hours ago..and I'm already hungry..." And apparently i wasn't the only one thinking along those lines... Hehe Adeline was so obviously suppr...

Sugar for my honey. Tomorrow's gonna be a darn loooong arduous day. I could feel it. I'm gonna be so shagged, i won't be in school the following day. haha. I am expanding my damn friendster network. If i could find some CEO on friendster i'd add them. Seriously. Friendster for me is like a measure of how pathetic one is. Mine's bad. Im glad geog essay is done and over. Man, I was battling it all day. The damn essay was the very reason why I missed my longed for Valencia match. I was bloody awake but somehow, the match slipped my mind. Urgh. I didnt get to see my David Villa and Joaquin Sanchez play. :( Suddenly feeling sad again.