Mundane Nothings

I have lost my mojo. My sister said I was funnier. I think work has killed my humour. But, its good that I came to realise that sooner rather than later aye. I'm working on keeping my humour and rigidness compartmentalised so i could easily switch from one to another. :) I love MEN's Olympic volleyball matches. Grrrrr. Oh Mateo Martino, you hot hawt HAWT specimen of nature. You keep my search of that prospective accomplice that could grant me my FOUR month hope, alive. I heart thee. *wink* *wink*... I miss bitching soooo much, I could die!

Yes, a national day celebration from the other side of the fence. It was different. Very much different from the last time I celebrated it in school. I was greeted by a sea of utter redness. It was breathtaking. Exhilarating. I think I'm getting comfortable with this new phase all too easily. So comfortable that it shakes the very fundamental of my initial plan. I wanted to merely sit, watch and leave silently when the time comes. Instead... I've got myself sitting, tapping my feet, contemplating and not wanting to leave. Damn it. Anyways, the koreans finally took flight. They left yesterday, and I got a lip balm and a cute note. Totally took me by surprise. Of course, I had to return her favour and got her some cute-ish ensemble of stationeries in order to placate my conscience. I was touched! Haiz. My first gift. hehhe. By the way, I'm keeping a mental record of the number of guys who cried in my presence. :) Today, the second name was added. Just for the record, I had no...

A milestone in my working life. I made someone cry at work. No no, its not any of my colleagues. :) What the hell right? I never thought I would ever live to see the day I make someone cry without even needing to lift a tiny finger. Wow. The power of words and a vicious stare. I felt terrible after that. I vaguely remember how such fleeting thoughts used leave me feeling empowered and mighty. A temporary solace for the once faint-hearted me. Now, when it actually takes form, my weak conscience tremble in its blow. I too wanted to cry. Yeah. I've never scolded so many kids so viciously before this. I'm actually beginning to like it. THATS the freaky portion. I think i might be turning into a monster. -_- Anyone care to join me?