I don't wanna go to school.
I'm feeling a little woozy. Its probably a result of not wanting to step out of this beautiful idle mode. You see, school starts tomorrow and I don't want to go to school. I want to stay put and bask in this inertia. I want to lay in bed and not sense any urgency to get out of it. I want to space out and not have to induce any level of brain activity. I love these mindless routines. I could get used to them. Hell, I want to get used to them... But I can't, not now at least. I'm finding it really difficult to stick to my new year resolution. It sucks not being able to blatantly let out a breath of vulgarities. I need them to fully sublimate my inner most emotions. Ha! Maybe, just maybe, I should excuse myself from needing to censor my language online. Maybe. But that would prove that I have no control over myself, and the lack of self-control is something that severely puts me off. Darn it. Whatever happened to the times when blogging actually unravels my thoughts and lu...