Someone's crying so hard.

Rainy days irk me.
It's like someone big is crying so much and pouring all his pain out at us all. It makes me wanna help but I can't. The rain hasn't stopped since the wee morning hours. I woke up in utter darkness today and thought that for once i rose early and way before sunrise while at it. But no, it was 10am and the sun was hidden behind the mighty dark clouds. Disappointed i was, i headed back to bed.

My second day in school was borderline good. Though my motivation to attend school regularly is crushed. Perhaps its time i source out for better influences. One year and a semester, thats how long it took for me to realise that the potato salad sold in school is halal. How shameful is that. All those days of side-glancing it and suppressing my cravings for it. Heh, tomorrow shall be the day. I will finally give in! Bliss!

I prejudge people before loving them. I do. Thats just the way that I am. Especially when guys happen to be the centre of focus. Virginity is essentially of utmost importance. It says a lot about a guy really. His determination, his centre of importance, his motivation, his drive. I get entirely put off whenever i discover a guy whose virginity is lost. A tinge of sadness as well as disappointment, perhaps a lil of shame too would strike me. Truth be told, i wanna marry a virgin... I really do.

One of them would be good...